The sun rises and the moon falls, the tide rises and falls, and the flowers bloom and fall. Everything is so orderly, but I am an exception. I have been longing for an extraordinary life, I have asked myself, what is that life? I often stay out of the window and think. I asked myself if I would let life slip away like this? I love the beautiful world, the sea, the moon, the stars That's when I sit alone on the top of the mountain and look back on my past 23 years. Epiphany, he is also a layman, greed and selfishness together is me, all trivial together is life. I know that in this world, I want to be the leading role of an era. I look all the way for like-minded friends, but when I look back, many people run far away. I feel sad again. I make friends with my heart, but I can't find a confidant. When I thought I found them and believed in them, but I looked up and saw a desolate, floating snow. At the age of twenty-three, I became more mature, and I saw my growth in the eyes of others. But I know clearly that I can't be proud. Maybe I've really grown up, and I don't stumble any more, and I don't shed tears. But the road ahead is long and dangerous. The past belongs to the past. It doesn't represent the future. I have to be cautious and meet the challenges that are coming. I am a complete layman. I have vanity and jealousy, but I will not feel inferior or hurt others. I will turn this emotion into motivation, prove my value to people, prove my existence to the world, and I will give myself a perfect answer. I have failed, I have been unhappy, but I have never stopped moving forward. A year's plan lies in spring, and a day's plan lies in the morning. I should not lose this life, this body. Life is limited. It is a meteor falling into the sky. I don't want it to be dark and gray. I want to merge myself into a rush of dreamers, grasp the present and turn the old dream into reality. On the way of pursuing dreams, everyone is scarred, which is the suffering that the dreamer is doomed to suffer. But the days that have passed will not come again, and the heavy past will sink to the bottom of the sea and no longer recover. I believe that a new tomorrow will make my days shine beautiful and fresh again. Long singing and crying is not really natural and unrestrained. Only when you are open-minded in your life can you really reach the natural and unrestrained state. Therefore, you can grasp the present and seek the future.
